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DATED : Friday, December 24, 2010
TITLED: ~Invisible Wings~ Repost
TIMED: 9:25 AM
This is dedicated to my Loony Helen, Sarcastic Aileen, Cold Clarissa, Wacky Jacelyn, Selfish Fang Yi, Fierce Serene, Childish Jaimelynne, Emo Kai Ting and Naggy Twin Jeng Mun(We have almost identical blog addresses. You suggested it. LOL). I love you guys. Saranghae~
"Each time, I become stronger in lonelinessEach time, although I'm hurt badly, I won't shed a tearBecause I know I have a pair of invisible wingsThat will let me fly, fly over my despair..."A beautiful singing voice penetrated his sleeping mind. That voice...was sweet and lilting, coupled with a gentle touch. It was indescribable. That perfect voice would put even Beethoven's loveliest melody to shame. Slowly, he cracked open one eye cautiously, and then the other. "Oh, you're awake!" the same cute voice exclaimed.He found himself staring into a pair of alluring eyes. Eyes that were a kaleidoscope of chocolate and light black, occasionally flecked with a soft lighter brown. The eyes were full of care and concern, giving him the feeling of falling into a warm bed after a tiring day of work. He wouldn't mind being in them forever. Those eyes...were so entrancing..."Er...hello? Are you still there?"He snapped out of his trance and found himself looking now not only at the other party's eyes, but his captivating face. There was no other word to describe him but angelic. The man's face, though small, had a strong square jawline. His cute-as-a-button nose and high cheekbones complemented his features perfectly. His rosebud-like mouth were curled into a small , adorable pout. Coupled with his short black hair gently framing his face, with his fringe swept to the side, this man was simply mesmerising."H-E-L-L-O?" The other man was now waving his arms frantically. "Are you possessed?""W-what? Oh, sorry...no. I just sp-spaced out for a while," the first man mumbled hastily in reply, averting his gaze shyly and blushing madly."It's ok. My name is Ryeowook. A few days ago, I found you outside my apartment's building. You were unconscious and badly beaten up, so I decided to take you in..after all, it WAS snowing, I couldn't leave you out there in the cold. And...I hope you don't mind, but I looked through your belongings to get an idea of who you are, but I only found this photo of you and a girl...Two names were scribbled behind it: Kyuhyun and Seohyun. I'm guessing that since Seohyun is a girl's name, you must be Kyuhyun, right? Unless you want to tell me you're a transsexual?" the guy named Ryeowook gave a shout of laughter at his joke, while Kyuhyun just frowned. His next words left Ryeowook dumbfounded."Really? I don't know...I-I can't remember..."Ryeowook blinked a few times, before stuttering in shock," W-Wha..what? What do you mean, you can't remember? Have you lost your memory?""I...Ah!" Kyuhyun scrunched up his face in concentration and tried to recall his memories, but he felt a sudden rush or pain course through his mind. The pain felt as though it was grabbing hold of his mind, pulling and pinching it. It got worse when he tried to press himself even harder, the pain now magnified ten times, as though there were strong currents of electricity passing through it. He let grabbed his mind and curled his body into a ball, before letting out a gasp of pain. In fact, it was so pain that he began to scratch himself while letting out moans."Hey, are you ok?" Ryeowook's voice got higher and higher as he hovered anxiously over the writhing Kyuhyun. He grabbed the other male's shoulders and shook him lightly. "Don't be like this...are you alright?" he whispered worriedly, tears gathering at his eyes. For some reason, he felt his heart breaking...maybe it was because Ryeowook hated to see anyone having to go through pain, after what he had suffered and lost. Or maybe it was because after taking care of Kyuhyun for these few days, he had unconsciously developed a strong affection for him. Whatever it was, Ryeowook instinctively enveloped Kyuhyun in a tight embrace, patting his back gently."I'm sorry, I really can't remember anything..." Kyuhyun's pained voice trailed off apologetically. He balled his fists. Why was he so useless? And in front of such a...beautiful person too....Ryeowook smiled sympathetically. He knew this...this feeling of uselessness and lost. "It's ok, you can stay with me as long as you want," he murmured encouragingly.Shaking his head resolutely, Kyuhyun refused," No, I can't trouble you anymore.""Hey, I'm a very lonely person too. You're going to pay for boarding with me by keeping me company. I'm so lonely. Come one~ Pity me and say you'll stay!" Ryeowook puffed out his cheeks and pleaded coyly. In spite of himself, Kyuhyun felt an urge to reach out and ruffle Ryeowook's hair. He looked like a chipmunk. A really cute one. "Ok...thank you for taking me in," he bowed his head gratefully and thanked the older male. Ryeowook beamed and clapped his hands like a child in a toy store, before reaching over to squeeze the life out of Kyuhyun and squealing in excitement. Kyuhyun only smiled wearily and hugged the younger man back. However, he was eternally grateful to this kind soul who took him in in spite of him being a total stranger. He might have been a wacko for all Ryeowook knew. However, Ryeowook still wanted to care for him. Surprisingly, he felt unexpected happiness flowing through him. This happiness...was like honey. Sweet, pure and unaldutured honey. And Kyuhyun wanted it to stay, just like he wanted Ryeowook never to leave him. He felt a close bond with Ryeowook immediately, though they had just met. He wanted to be Ryeowook's invisible wings, or whatever the heck he had been singing about. Kyuhyun just wanted to hold Ryeowook and let the latter dispel all his fear and insecurity.*4 months later*The days flew by, one by one, and the two of them grew closer and closer. However, Kyuhyun still had not regained his memory. But this mattered naught to them. All that was of concern was them having each other in the future. Kyuhyun noticed that occasionally, Ryeowook would sigh and knit his eyebrows together when he reckoned that no one noticed. He chose to keep quiet though, feeling it was none of his business. But on one particular chilly night, he awoke to the sound of Ryeowook sobbing in the room next to his. Stealing out of his room stealthily, Kyuhyun turned the doorknob of Ryeowook's room and entered. He found Ryeowook hiding under the blankets, and from the sound of it, absolutely sobbing his heart out. "Wookie, what's wrong?" he placed his hand on the lump that was Ryeowook's body and prodded the older male gently. "Nothing, Kyu...Go back to sleep," Ryeowook tried to command Kyuhyun, but the younger male yanked off his covers and squeezed in next to him. He then hugged Ryeowook, kissing the top of Ryeowook's forehead. "Something IS wrong...You can tell me anything. I'm your personal rubbish dump. Pour all your bad memories into me and I'll throw them into the incinerator!" Ryeowook gave a strangled sound, which sounded like a cross between a laugh and a sob. He sighed, melancholy creeping into his voice," My mother died giving birth to me, so my father had to bring me up painstakingly. However, when I was fifteen, he contracted cancer and died. The worst part was watching him suffer...yet I could do nothing about it. I wanted so much to change places with him...I felt so useless. I couldn't shield him from the pain. And today, I had another nightmare about him...dying. Kyuhyun, you won't leave me, will you? So many people have left my side already, I don't want you to be the next...Stay with me, please..." Kyuhyun hugged Ryeowook tighter and closed his eyes. " Don't worry, I'll never leave your side. Because you're an angel, and I shall be your invisible wings...I love you, Kim Ryeowook."Ryeowook nuzzled Kyuhyun's neck and intertwined their fingers. "I love you too, Kyuhyun..."Kyuhyun lowered his head down to place a soft kiss on Ryeowook's lips. He felt his heart pounding in nervous anticipation. When their lips touched, it was softer than anything Kyuhyun had imagined. Breathing in the scent of Ryeowook's hair, it was pure ecstasy. Major fireworks. Two souls combining into one...A sweet, passionate kiss full of longing. Deepening the kiss, he knew that there would be no other moment like this. He wanted to hold on to it tightly forever. As for Ryeowook, he felt electricity coursing through his veins. This was what he had been hoping for for so long...And it was even better than expected. This kiss...though simple, Ryeowook feel like the happiest guy on earth. And he relished every moment of it.*A month later*"Ding dong!""I'll get that, Wookie!" Kyuhyun called out as he rushed to the door. As he pulled the door open, he noticed it was a pretty girl standing outside it. Upon seeing Kyuhyun, she rushed into his arms, crying," Oh, Kyuhyun! It's been 5 months...are you alright? I missed you so much..."Kyuhyun pushed her away gently but firmly, stating," I'm sorry, miss, but I really don't know who you are.""I'm Seohyun...don't you remember? I'm your girlfriend. When my father found out we were dating five months ago, he was so angry that he got his men to beat you up. I couldn't contact you ever since then...It was only recently that I saw you again around this area and followed you here.""Hey, Kyu, who's that? Oh..." Ryeowook's voice trailed off as he heard Seohyun's explanation. He dashed to the door and sure enough, there was the pretty girl from the picture."Do you have proof?" Kyuhyun raised his eyebrows in skeptism.The girl rummaged through her bag and brought out her phone, showing the two men various pictues of her and Kyuhyun together."Kyuhyun, come back to me...I missed you so much..." Seohyun pleaded, tears cascading down her face like a waterfall."I..." Kyuhyun was at a loss of word as he looked from the sobbing Seohyun to Ryeowook, who was bravely attempting to rearrange his features into a smile.Ryeowook pushed his to Seohyun and said through tears," Go with her, Kyuhyunnie. After all, you belong with her, not me...You should return to your original life.""But..." Kyuhyun was in a dilemma. It would break his heart to leave Ryeowook, but what about the girl?"Go." This time, it sounded more of a command than a request. Kyuhyun had no choice but to pack his stuff and leave with the girl. Before he left, he threw a glance at his beloved Ryeowook, but the latter had already slammed the door shut in their faces. Kyuhyun could swear he hard an anguished cry of pain before it closed. *6 months later*Ryeowook was lying on the sand at the beach. He was at the edge of the water, where the currents could wash up to his knees. The water though cold, felt so comforting. And the fact that it was 11 at night helped, since there was no one around. Ryeowook finally felt at peace. However, there was still that gnawing pain in his heart. The pain that would come up whenever he thought of Kyuhyun. Those people who said that time would heal all wounds were liars. If that were true, how come Ryeowoon's heart still felt like it was being stabbed by a pointed blade everytime he thought of Kyuhyun? So many others had left him...Though Kyuhyun had promised, he still left at the end. Though it was more of Ryeowook's fault, since he was the one who chased Kyuhyun away. This didn't ease the pain though.Ryeowook thought of that song again:"Each time, I become stronger in lonelinessEach time, although I'm badly hurt, I won't shed a tear.Because I know I have a pair of invisible wingsThat will enable me to fly, fly over my despair..."Ryeowook gave a bitter laugh,"Since Kyuhyun is gone, do I still have invisible wings?"To his surprise, a familiar voice answered him," Your Kyuhyun was gone once, but he has come back..."Ryeowook whirled around in surpised. "K-Kyuhyun?" He didn't dare to believe his ears.He was rewarded with a giant bear hug as Kyuhyun took him into his arms. Burying his head into Ryeowook's hair, Kyuhyun apologised," I spent this half year trying to regain my memory...however, although I remembered everything, I still felt empty. Empty because I broke my promise to you. Empty because...I left my heart right here with you when I went back. So I'm here to get it back...and get you back. Mianhaeyo, Ryewook, please forgive me for leaving you. I'll never leave you again. I love you. Saranghae."The two lovebirds touched noses and kissed, once again. The kiss...was Kyuhyun's promise to Ryeowook, and something he intended to keep forever.The EndOmg, ok, that was REALLY freaking fail. Please give me comments to improve it! I still hope it makes Helen happier after her exams~ I love you guys! Urgh, this story sucks. I hate myself. Btw this was done like very quickly, as my dad was screaming at me to get off while I was writing. So that explains half the reason why this sucked so much. PLEASE. I KNOW IT SUCKS, SO LEAVE COMMENTS TELLING ME HOW TO IMPROVE, OK? THANKS:DDDD OMG RYEOWOOK AND KYUHYUN ARE LOVE MY KYUHYUNNIE~
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