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DATED : Thursday, November 11, 2010
TITLED: The One Sentence I'll Never Get To Hear Again
TIMED: 8:06 AM
Hello! I'm back with another
fic!
Heh heh, written on my birthday, so it's extra special, I guess. It's going to be very different from my previous
fic, which was about the
Hanchul-
Yemin joke. It's going to be
angst,
kekeke. I hope
Fangyi is happy with this one, because I have dragged it on for so long!
Hence, this is dedicated to the over-obsessive
Ryeowook lover,
Fangyi! (
Fangyi's thoughts: Pot calling the kettle black. -.-
LOL)
Introducing...the
Fangwook couple~!
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Fangyi^_^
Ryeowook!!!! (Cuteness overload~)
"There's one sentence, that I can never get to hear again.
I can only leave the past in my heart.
You loving me, it's just too perfect for words.
Time will know how to revolve into a touching sentence."
"Fangyi...Let's break up." Ryeowook stated guiltily, not daring to look his girlfriend in the eye.
"Why? It's not April Fool's, Wookie. Quit joking about this kind of things, ok?" Fangyi gave a laugh and brushed off her Ryeowook's previous statement as though it was a joke, although she had a nagging premonition that it was anything but.
Today was their 3rd year anniversary, and Ryeowook had asked Fangyi out to celebrate the special day. Having been inseparable best friends and soul mates since elementary school, they two shared an unbreakable close bond. It seemed like a natural progression for them to embark on the journey of love together and become each other's muses, and neither of them had turned back since then. Due to their deep understanding of each other, their relationship was more smooth-sailing than those of typical couples, as they had already gotten used to each other's little quirks and habits. The two laughed together, cried together and loved together. Until now, their relationship seemed like a fairytale that even the likes of of Cinderella would be envious.
But now, as they barely set foot outside the restaurant, Ryeowook had brought up this alarming topic abruptly. Since it was their 3rd year anniversary, it was supposed to be even more special and blissful. But of course, Fangyi had no idea what was in store for her.
"Wookie? Are you alright?" Fangyi pressed on, her forehead creased in concern. She placed her hand on Ryeowook's shoulder and her eyes widened when he shook it off roughly.
Noticing the hurt in her eyes, Ryeowook returned his gaze to the ground and murmured,"I'm sorry."
"What's this about?" Fangyi continued, trying her best to keep herself poised and calm on the outside, though in the inside, she was in an emotional turmoil.
"I-I don't think we match...S-sorry, just let me go. You're better off without me."
"How could you say that?!" The tears that had been gathering at the edge of Fangyi's eyes were now threatening to spill out. Grabbing Ryeowook by the shoulders, she shook him fiercely.
Incensed, she huffed,"Kim Ryeowook, you'd better explain yourself!"
Ryeowook gave a long and deep sigh. "It's already so obvious...Must I really spell it out for you? I-I don't love you anymore," Ryeowook whispered softly.
These words, though spoken gently, seemed to hit Fangyi like a fist. She shuddered all over and started trembling like a leaf. Her heart felt as though it was being stabbed by a sharp blade and she was rendered speechless by the harmful impact of his words. Slowly, one tear fell, along the side of her face. Followed by another. Then another...till her face resembled the Nigeria Falls. She stood there, dumbstruck and hurt, trying to digest the painful words uttered by her boyfriend that were swimming about in her head. "I don't love you anymore...I don't love you anymore...I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE..."
Clutching at Ryeowook, she finally found her tongue again and pleaded with him, her voice cracking with sorrow,"Please Wookie, tell me that...that this whole thing is a joke! Please Ryeowook, I can't let you go, I love you too much already. You're my everything...Please, I beg you."
Fangyi reckoned that she saw a flash of agony in Ryeowook's eyes before it was replaced with a glassy stare. Biting his lip, he gulped,"I can't lead you on anymore. I don't love you anymore, so I see no reason to be with you. Let's just remain friends."
Fangyi's hands fell back limply to her side. Blinking away her tears, she gave a snappy retort, her voice full of hatred, before turning on her heels and running away in the darkness of the night.
Ryeowook watched her leave regretfully, her last sentence still hanging in mid-air,"Kim Ryeowook, I hate you."
*5 months later*
It had been 5 months ever since that awful breakup, and during this period of time, Fangyi had busied herself with schoolwork. Ever since Ryeowook left her, she had avoided him at all costs, wishing never to enter his life again. Ryeowook respected her wish and kept out of her way. However, no matter what she did, there always seemed to be this empty...feeling in her heart. Although she tried to tell herself that she didn't love that jerk anymore, deep down in her heart, she knew that she had never stopped being infatuated with Ryeowook for even one moment and the reason her heart felt empty was because only Ryeowook could fill up the space.
"Oh I dont care what anyone says
No matter who curse at me, I'll only look at you
If i am born again, it will be only you
Tik-tak -" Ryeowook's phone buzzed and the tune of "It's you" played as someone called him.
"Aish..." Ryeowook, who had been rudely awakened from his slumber by the incoming call, held up the phone to his ear and went, very crankily,"Yes?"
After listening to what the caller had to say, his less-than-stellar mood was replaced with an incredulous and overjoyed one. "Y-you sure? Really? Thank you! Thank you so much!" Ryeowook kissed the phone in happiness and punched a triumphant fist into the air-he was in the seventh heaven of delight!
"Hey..." A soft voice entered Fangyi's thoughts as she concentrated on completing her Maths homework in the library.
Looking up in surprise, her features were quickly replaced with an angry frown as she retorted,"What do you want?"
It was Ryeowook who was standing in front of her, large brown eyes full of gentleness and concern. He gave her a melancholic smile and reached out for her hand.
Gasping, Fangyi retracted her arm back impetuously, her hand feeling as though it was on fire. Bright patches appeared on her cheeks and she glared back defiantly at her ex-boyfriend.
Ryeowook's face fell at her strong reaction. Nevertheless, Ryeowook gave voice to his thoughts,"I'm sorry for hurting you 5 months ago. How have you been?"
Fangyi bristled at his question. "I'm perfectly fine without you," she snapped, annoyance creeping into her voice,"can you please say your piece and begone?"
Unexpectedly, she felt a sharp pang in her heart as she said these words. She still loved him so deeply after all...
Ryeowook closed his eyes and breathed,"I...Can you...Would you...return to my side?"
"What?!" Fangyi burst out, flabbergasted. She pushed herself up from the table and her mouth fell open. This jerk...after breaking her heart, he still had the cheek to ask her to return back to his side! Was she just s toy to him? Did he like to play with her emotions so much?
Yet, in spite of herself, a part of Fangyi's heart leapt in joy as she heard his words. Did that mean...he still loved her too? Poor Fangyi was in a great state of mind, she couldn't figure out which side to buy. Her brain advised her to think through it carefully, as Ryeowook seemed like he was only making fun of her, while her heart was urging her to say yes. "Should I or should I not?" she wondered, in a dilemma.
Then, the memories of how he cruelly dumped her played like a movie in her mind. "I don't love you anymore..." "Let me go..." She thought of all the tears she had shed for this jerk, all the suffering he put her through...
"No! I'm not going to be played by you anymore!" Fangyi snapped back to reality and shrieked at Ryeowook, nearly scaring the latter out of his wits. She rashly flung her stuff into her bag and stalked out of the room, leaving a gloomy Ryeowook behind, eyes boring into her retreating figure.
Snorting bitterly to himself, he leaned against the wall and banged his fist against the wall. "I've caused her so much pain, maybe it's best to let her go...and find her own happiness...with someone else." He spat out the last few words as though they were venom. It was all his fault.
*3 months later*
Ryeowook, hoping not to dig up Fangyi's old scars, had never dared to look her up after that anymore. However, he still continued to protect her from afar, making sure that she didn't hurt herself. This was the least he could do to make up for the heartbreak he had caused her.
Until one day...
BAM! The front door of Ryeowook's house was flung aside with so much force that the sound echoed through the whole house for a full minute.
Ryeowook, alarmed by the racket, jumped to his feet and scrambled down the stairs in a flurry.
"Selina! What's the din about?" he demanded, upon seeing his sister standing in the doorway, her face streaked with tears and her eyes, red-rimmed.
Selina tore off into her brother's arms, babbling a string of words which seemed like "injured" and "heart".
"W-what? Sorry Lina, I can't understand you. Speak slower please!" Ryeowook strained his ears to catch in what his sister was going on about.
Selina took in a deep breath and blurted out,"Fangyi was shot! Please, I will explain later, let's go to the hospital this instant!"
"She what?!" Ryeowook shrieked, arms dropping limply to his sides. His mind still could not register what Selina had revealed.
"There's no time to lose! Quick, let's go!" Selina yanked her brother's arm and pulled him out of the door and to the hospital without any delay.
"I'm sorry. I'm afraid that unless she gets a new heart soon, she will not survive," the doctor stated plainly to Fangyi's parents as they badgered him about their daughter's condition.
The siblings set foot in the hospital just in time to hear the doctor utter this sentence. Ryeowook slumped against the wall blankly, shaking his mind to clear his thoughts as Fangyi's parents and Selina sobbed and implored the doctor to save Fangyi's life. Choking back his tears, he quietly willed Selina to tell him what had happened.
The president had just visited the school and was about to leave. Fangyi and Selina, being the student council's president and vice-president respectively, were tasked with the honour of sending him off. Just as the President was about the step into the car, a crazy fanatic who was maddened by his latest changes to the government aimed a bullet at him. Fangyi, ever the brave girl, pushed the President to the ground and took the bullet for him...right square in her heart.
Finishing her tale, Selina looked up to Ryeowook with her clouded orbs and whimpered,"What do we do now?"
Ryeowook, who had been silent all this while, pondered for a while. Tears found their way down his face silently as he announced his own decision. Every one's head whirled to him in shock and their faces registered horror.
"Please, don't do this...I'm begging you!" Selina screamed piteously as she begged with her brother not to be so foolish.
Even Fangyi's parents were pleading with him to reconsider his option. The doctor raised a skeptical eyebrow at him, as though daring him to go on with his choice.
He closed his eyes as he made a final request,"I'm not going to turn back now. I just wish for 5 minutes before I proceed."
"Ryeonggu!" Selina's agonised cry could be heard throughout the whole hospital as she dived into Ryeowook's arms, while Fangyi's parents and the doctor looked on in sorrow, shaking their heads in despair.
Fangyi opened her eyes for the first time in two days. Blinking as the sudden light flooded into her eyes, she surveyed her surroundings before noticing her parents shedding tears at her bedside and Selina stoning at the other end of the room, her gaze on the outside world.
"Y-you're awake!" Fangyi's mother cried out in a strangled voice, rushing over to hug her precious daughter.
"Mum! Of course I'm awake! Quit strangling me!" Fangyi tried to act annoyed, but embraced her mother thoroughly.
Her father stood up and looked at his daughter with a long and hard gaze. Breaking the silence after a few moments, he simply said,"Thank goodness you're alright. But..."
"But what?"
"Ryeowook...he's not." Fangyi's father looked away, swallowing hard. At this moment, tears glistened in Selina's eyes once more.
"What do I have to do with Ryeowook?" Fangyi asked, irritated. Hearing her ex-boyfriend's name was not something she particularly desired.
This time, it was Selina's turn to reply. "Ryeonggu...Ryeonggu gave his heart to save you. He has returned to heaven already. The doctor said that you couldn't live for much longer unless you got a new heart, so the fool in love sacrificed himself to give you a second shot at life."
"W-what? Ryeowook gave his heart to me?" Fangyi shouted, clearly dismayed. "He's now dead?"
"I'm afraid so," her mother whispered, trying the calm her agitated daughter.
Fangyi shied away from her parents and shrunk to the edge of the bed, hugging her knees. She bit her lip as her vision got more and more blurred by tears. Selina made her way over to hug her, and Fangyi rested her forehead on Selina's shoulder. Together, both of them let out an outpour of grief and despondency so great, one of them for the loving brother she had lost, while the other for the lover which had slipped from her fingertips.
*Later in the day, when only Fangyi was left in the room*
Fangyi unwrapped the brown package that Selina had pressed into her hands that afternoon, insisting that Fangyi open it only after everyone else was gone. Fangyi hadn't known what it contained, but as she tore the paper off, she realised it was a CD.
Popping it into the DVD player, she watched intently as the screen grew pixallated at first, then cleared up to disclose Ryeowook's face.
The Ryeowook in the video looked happy and sad at the same time. He raised his hand to wave at the screen, before continuing in a craked voice,"Hi, Fangyi. By the time you watch this video, I think you may want to murder me already. But too bad, I'm already dead, so you can't! Haha!"
Fangyi gripped the edge of her chair. "You have no idea how much that is true, Kim Ryeowook," she lisped dejectedly, staring at his beautiful face.
Ryeowook coughed a little, then went on,"Before I die, I feel that I owe you some explanations as to my recent behaviour. Remember how I asked for a breakup 8 months before? I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to be such a jerk. A few weeks before that, I went for a medical check up and was told that there was a tumour in my brain. The doctor said it was malignant. Imagine how devastated I was! However, I didn't want you to worry about me, nor cry yourself to sleep every night when I passed away, so I deliberately broke up with you to make you hate me. It worked a little too well, don't you think?" He gave a short chuckle and shook his head. "A few months down the road, the doctor called me up and said that I had been diagnosed wrongly. The tumour was a benign one, and as long as I removed it, my life would be saved. Hence, I sought you out, knowing that I would be able to keep my promise of loving you forever. However, since you still hated me and didn't give me a chance to explain, I thought it be best if I let you go...and find your own happiness. I knew that after bringing so much pain to you, I wouldn't be worthy of your love. So please, let me take this chance to make it up to you."
At this point, Ryeowook started to weep without noise and his chest heaved with disappointment. Disappointment with himself. Shakily, he murmured,"Let me give my heart to you, so that you can feel my sincerity and love. I never stopped loving you, and never will. Please don't cry for me, I don't deserve your tears. If there's anything I regret, it's not being able to...to tell you how much I love you personally before I go. So, I can only say it here. Fangyi, I love you. Please be happy."
With one final smile at the camera, Ryeowook switched it off, now howling mournfully. Before the screen turned black, Fangyi caught the honesty and love in his warm eyes. As the screen returned to its original state, Fangyi made a wild grab at the television, her last memory of Ryeowook still imprinted freshly in her mind. She would never forget the haunted look in his eyes, nor the emotion in his voice.
Touching her face, she realised that she herself was crying. Crying because of that one sentence that she would never hear again,"I love you."
Her tone gentle, she smiled. "Ryeowook, I love you."
*The End*
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Dear Fangyi, I really hope you're not disappointed with this! I think I've been watching too much of 台湾龙卷风 already. It took me two days to complete this^_^ The lyrics at the start of the fic are from Genie Zhuo Wen Xuan's "一句话". Yeah, and I just HAD to add Princess Selina inside, because I think she and Wookie match really well:D
I really hope you guys liked it! Please leave a comment!
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